scars
they are marks our experiences leave behind
memories of times long gone
nightmares of all the pain and hurt
scars like an impoosible stain
they come from the world outside us
as well as turmoil within
ugly and unwanted they remind us of pain
scars both inside and out
memories of times long gone
nightmares of all the pain and hurt
scars like an impoosible stain
they come from the world outside us
as well as turmoil within
ugly and unwanted they remind us of pain
scars both inside and out
posted by Scarlett Faust at
6:27 PM
23 Comments:
u need 2 put a new poll up. ill vote if u do...
i luv volleyball, but i luv swimming mor. i just didn't pick that b/c i can't actually do ne strokes or nething. i just lik going 2 the pool w/ friends and stuff. so i guess that doesn't really count. and btw, i lik lemonade better.
haha. i like anything berry flavored but lemonades pretty good too. and yea. ima swimmer. can you tell? and i love volleyball too! just the indoor kind with teams not beach volleyball because the people at swim practice can't play. haha.
r u joking?? i luv beach vball!! we play it at our family reunion every summer. sooo much fun. i don't lik water vball though b/c if u miss the ball [which happens alot, b/c water slows u down] it takes u 4ever 2 get it and come back.
haha. i've never played water volleyball... but i don't think i'd be good at it... lmao
sorry if you don't like cussing.
1st of all, u didn't cuss. did u? now im not so sure...:] and 2nd, i cuss ALL THE TIME. but whenever i say a cuss word, my friends get all quiet, and then i feel weird...
haha. wow. now thats something i find weird. i cuss all the time [not that i'm proud of it] but so do my friends. we all made new years resolutions this year [2007] not to cuss... except it didn't work out. my friend caitlin broke it first. then me. then like everyone else. i only have one friend who like seriously disaproves of cussing. but he's pretty chill so i'm fine with it.
and i did cuss.
lmao
laughing
my
ass
off
ya, i know wut u mean. im not proud of it, but [this is gonna sound weird] i find it funny. lik, if ur friend is eating somethig, and then they make a face and ur lik "wut?" and they're lik "this tastes lik shit!!" or if 1 of ur friends is babbling, and some1 just goes "shove it up ur ass" that stuff is just really funny 2 me. but my friends, ya...if i say i cuss word, they don't get offended or nething, they just get real quiet. well, except 4 my guy friends. they usually start laughing hysterically
and btw, i totally understand the booksie thing. i was on b4 ne1 else [except chris. i copied him] and then every1 cpoied me. then its lik all at once every1 stopped getting on. i just felt lik going on the other day, thinking i had a million unanswered comments, and i had none! i guess i should write something new. i just can't think of nething. so i checked out ur stuff and saw that poem and at 1st thought "what the &%*$#@!" but i really did like it. its just 1 of those things that u r 2 embarrased 2 write about, but if some1 else writes about it, u have high respect 4 them 4 writing it. does that make sense?
yea. i actually got that out of a journal i was writing over the summer... not really a journal... but ask chris about what his idea was... its kinda embarassing... ;]
btw, don't tell chris that poem was part of it because it would be WWWAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYY to embarassing. especially since swimming finally starts up again next week and i have to see him.
and about cussing. i find it hilarious as well. except when its because i like fell up the stairs or something because at dib, the stairs are concrete and they hurt SOOOOO bad.
ok, i am completely lost as far as the chris thing goes, but u shouldn't b embarrased. im just so timid 2 write stuff lik that[im such a scaredy cat] so that if uve got the guts 2 write sumthing lik that, u do it girl. ill support u the whole way.....and ya, if u cuss out of anger or pain or if some1 calls u a &*%$#, then thats nawt funny. but if ur just kinda lik 'what the %*^#' or "aw, %#*@!" i find that incredibly funny. i can act lik such a guy in that way. lik, i find burps funny, but that is lik sooo immature and none of my friends think its funny except the guys. its soo embarrasing.
are you kidding? we still have burping contests! lmao, and we always try to figure out what drinks and food give the best burps... now that is weird. haha. watever.
the chris thing... um... ... ... don't tell him. but i'm michelle. on his advice thing. and its about him. im pretty sure he's figured it out though. haha.
ok. well 1st off, i know ur michelle. u told him, remember? and 2nd, i thought u were over him....wait, did u write "lust..." about him???!!!
btw, root beer. best. hands down. no questions asked.
ROTFL!!!!!!! wow. wait. woah. when? like when did i tell him i was michelle??? dude. now it is gonna be SOOOO akward talking to him next week... i seriously hope he doesn't see this...
and im trying extremely hard to be over him. like extremely extremely extremely hard. except im not quite there yet... plus i wrote lust a while before...
and i don't really like root beer... but we decided on diet dr pepper. :P
never mind. it wus on the poem blog, when u were anonymous, and he guessed it was u, and u said yes. but theoretically he doesn't know who michelle is. but i think he liks u. after, he keeps saying "the same thing happened 2 me" and he goes on about this other girl. um, DON'T U THINK THERE'S A GREAT POSSIBILITY THAT IT'S U???!!!
whoah
idk...
i thot that at first too... but then i saw this on his aim page:
In such a fast paced society, why are we all so slow? you say you swim upstream, so why do you look so familiar? Would you take the hand of a friend that pushed you down? Who do you turn to when the only person to stop your crying is the one who mad you cry? You said you'd give your life for me, so why, my dear friend, do you hold a gun to my hand? Every time we lie awakeAfter every hit we takeEvery feeling that I getBut I haven't missed you yetEvery roommate kept awakeBy every sigh and scream we makeAll the feelings that I getBut I still don't miss you yetOnly when I stop to think about itI hate everything about youWhy do I love youI hate everything about youWhy do I love youEvery time we lie awakeAfter every hit we takeEvery feeling that I getBut I haven't missed you yetOnly when I stop to think about itI hate everything about youWhy do I love youI hate everything about youWhy do I love youOnly when I stop to thinkAbout you, I knowOnly when you stop to thinkAbout me, do you knowI hate everything about youWhy do I love youYou hate everything about meWhy do you love meI hate You hateI hateYou love meI hate everything about youWhy do I love youAND NO WAY IN HELL IT'S ABOUT HER! - NO WAY IN HELL!pardon my french, but I'm tired of this junk!
and im pretty sure its about me
um....huh? so he didn't write this about Maggie? o. that's wut i thought at 1st...and i was lik "whoah, dude. he told me he dumped her cuz they didn't spend much time together so he didn't c the point nemor."
but u think its about u....?
WHAT did u do 2 him?!
put him thru WWAAAYYYYY too much drama. i do that a lot. not on purpose, but it just happens. like guy drama. not with my girlfriends. they're the ones who start our drama and then i just am like FUCK OFF. and they after a while of not talking they're always the ones who come back. wow. im a really bad friend... ima have to work on that...
and it had to do with a comment on something on booksie... with that song...
thats what i thought he was talking about. who knows? guys are so confusing.
well... not all guys... my other guy friends are fine...
ya...no idea wut 2 say in response 2 that. sorry
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